Sunday, May 18, 2008

forbidden fruit

We all know the story of the forbidden fruit. We may crave it, but we cannot have it. It can sometimes be the toughest feeling that you ever had to fight. It can feel overwhelming, but it can be overcome with some serious effort. Yet, it leaves you with a longing, and a feeling as if you will never find that piece of the puzzle, like you are missing something perpetually? The angst that comes from doing the right thing.


Have you met someone that was married or taken, and it is just crushing because you know there is an intense connection, amazing chemistry and a feeling that if only timing had been on your side, that you could have truly explored this person........well it happens and it torments you. the connection was made, it was obvious, and the sparks were there, attempting to be muffled by the cold weather, but still firing amidst the chill. eye contact intensifying through the night. Smiles exchanged. as much flirtation as allowed. both sides wanting to see what was there, but knowing it was just not possible. Agony.....ending in a G-rated cuddle, but pushing back intense feelings to go beyond that.....willpower at its greatest. In the end, both left wondering, both left feeling "something", both wishing maybe they had taken it farther and thrown caution to the winds and went for it. Both feeling like morals and conscience is likely the better answer. You know the saying, never say never.....well its a good one to keep in mind my girlfriends because one never knows what can come in life and keeping a thread of hope is kind of fun!

1 comment:

Adrianne said...

can't mr. maybe be added to the corral?